February 2012
27 posts
January 2012
142 posts
Sick of tryin so hard all the time. I Feel like im waring against my mind my surroundings amd everytime something comes along t make me happh its just snatched away. do u know how that feels? Inside my head its just sayin shut up katie ur stupid. why would u deserve to be happy? uve done nothin but screw ppl up. U cant change that cause u wont change you will always be a failure.
i just cant stop...
i guess
I guess i just dont want to be left behind. i feel like everyone is moving on and im stuck in the same old rut. Kinda sucks how things turn out. I was thinkin last night what if my mum n dad hadnt of split. and he woulda been a decent dad like some of my friends have instead if an abusive jerk then maybe i wouldnt feel so stressed all the time. i wouldnt feel i have to look after everyone.
Nobody...
